it was born in a cloud

nyaow @ 2008-08-14T01:55:00

2008-08-13T18:05:01Z

1. if you can't be the best at what you are doing, you should stop wasting your time and get out. (but what about trying new things? what about persistence? what about being happy with second best or even third best or even NOT BAD? what if you just want to do it cos it's fun? IT'S NOT FUN UNLESS YOU WIN)
2. awesome photos of awesome times are awesome, but taking photos of these times means you don't get to participate. (but it's not like you're taking photos every minute? also what if people want to pay you in BEER?)

i do not like these two ideas, but i am starting to believe them.
please present arguments against.

i'm getting sick of wasting my money on clothes and stuff soooo

2008-08-12T16:14:29Z

if i were to buy a sewing machine, new, what would be a good price/features to look for?

diamante is a dirty word

2008-08-11T10:53:32Z

ruth tarvydas is so fucking tacky.

beading, sequins, and and fake-ass gold buckles with fake-ass insets does not detract from the fact that your fabric looks hell cheap and slimy. all i think of when i see it is over-tanned footy WAGs at the brownlows. ewewwewew. you know that trashy store on william st in the city and above the trains tation called xdreem? or whatever? xdream? THEY SELL DRESSES THAT ARE LIKE RUTH TARVYDAS DRESSES EXCEPT for $20 instead of $2000.

nyaow @ 2008-08-10T21:47:00

2008-08-10T13:50:26Z

this movie makes me fall in love with stuff!

nyaow @ 2008-08-06T21:28:00

2008-08-06T13:32:02Z

dear diary!

today a med student sat next to me in the doctors' room and did some work and he looked so much like jake gyllenhaal that i pretty much gagged in anticipation.

love,

helen

nyaow @ 2008-08-04T19:36:00

2008-08-04T11:37:44Z

please define stalking for me. is it stalking if you will probably never meet the person, but you just like their art and photskis and shit? i don't think it is!

baby ideas

2008-08-03T17:38:01Z

just a buzzing in my ears, the way flies smack themselves dizzily against your sliding wire door in the summer. the refusal of my mind to fold in on itself for a few hours. it’s a paper aeroplane, and what the fuck else am i gonna do while i wait for it to settle down but ride it.

ETA: shit guys this is the most epic lj post i have ever seen

nyaow @ 2008-08-03T13:30:00

2008-08-03T05:32:27Z

i am going to stop stalking people on the internet :S

i know, i know, shut up

2008-07-17T17:19:08Z

you always hurt the ones you love always hurt you always love the ones you hurt always love you.

nyaow @ 2008-07-12T00:48:00

2008-07-11T16:51:44Z

i am amazed that i managed to vomit on myself on wellington st macca's.

life, you are comp;lete

additionally i am apparently her doppelganger!

2008-07-07T14:41:43Z

seriously tonight i realised that this chick my friend fucked rooms with this girl who used to be best friends with a boy i used to really like.

what uppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp perth.

nyaow @ 2008-07-07T01:38:00

2008-07-06T17:44:01Z

i've realised i can't please everyone so i'm going to stop being so fucking worried about trying to be a sensitive person.

ah that feels better.

nyaow @ 2008-07-04T21:45:00

2008-07-04T13:47:26Z

i keep hallucinating that it's summer.

nyaow @ 2008-06-28T13:13:00

2008-06-28T05:14:37Z

you liked me huhu
what a sucker
snigger

?loldrama

2008-06-20T16:24:15Z

oh dear!

nyaow @ 2008-06-19T22:00:00

2008-06-19T14:02:02Z

fuck yeah i just had the most ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuule day WAY TO WORK OUT LIFE

nyaow @ 2008-06-03T23:47:00

2008-06-03T16:22:43Z

hey life, why you gotta be so bad and so sweet all at once? mmm :(

nyaow @ 2008-05-30T21:15:00

2008-05-30T13:17:21Z

this year's 4th years: am i right in believing that this year's musculoskeletal exam questions are exactly the same as last year's?
last year's 4th years: anyone happen to have last year's musculoskeletal exam questions? love you long time?

nyaow @ 2008-05-28T18:58:00

2008-05-28T11:00:22Z

IN YOUR FACE BRITISH PETROLEUM

I AM NEVER WORKING RETAIL EVER AGAIN (UNLESS IT'S AS CHRISTMAS CASUAL FOR SILLY AMOUNTS OF MONEY)

I PUT A SWEET COAT ON LAYBY

I AM CROSSEYED WITH EXHAUSATION

I HAVE DECIDED THAT I QUITE LIKE AGGIE DEYN TYVM

I THINK BILL HENSON IS OK AND SO DOES MY DAD

K NIGHT

nyaow @ 2008-05-18T18:07:00

2008-05-18T10:07:58Z

if you are an rcs student (or someone i like who i only get to see once a month) please don't be put out when i hug you for ages when i see you :$

nyaow @ 2008-05-07T00:58:00

2008-05-06T17:15:42Z

i can't sleep and i need to be up in 5.5 hrs
here's a picture of some boys i like:

it was a warmish night and we'd slept off the premature teds.

the weather has been really beautiful lately, but it just makes me wish it was 30 degrees every day again and it was the middle of the summer holidays when everything is possible.

ps:

dear mark,
i am not a livejournal addict. you're a faggot. you will not see my poetry.
helen

?cat dander hypersensitivity

2008-05-05T10:42:22Z

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

rock and roll jihad

2008-05-02T11:27:40Z

dddddear diary

suddenly, im pumped for tonight
house party check
cigars check
something ridiculously hot to wear... pending

helen xoxoxox

nyaow @ 2008-04-30T22:59:00

2008-04-30T15:00:40Z

seriously why am i so retarded at life ARGH

nyaow @ 2008-04-27T17:21:00

2008-04-27T09:23:05Z

so i think that the bank holidays are like new rules for boats, except uglier and a little bit more interesting (musically).